Forgive and forget. But what if you never can forgive, and never forget? What if you never had someone standing up for yourself, or protected you from evil.
What to do? Just pretend it never happened?
You guys never cared shit. Never.
You never said a word when the guys talked behind my back, laughed at me, pointed their fingers and spat words against me.
You never stood up for me. Never gave me a hug or said it would be alright.
Even though you called yourself friends.
Is that what fucking friendship is about? Not giving a shit?
I dont know, it does not feel like friendship to me.
And now Im grown up, feeling lost and wounded, trying to heal.
But all I keep coming back to, is you.
Why did you never back be up? You were supposed to be my FRIENDS!